Long time no blog.

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At school.. Contemplating.

So I've been thinking: What do I want to do with my life? What do I want to do in the future?

Senior year is coming up pretty fast and I need to decide where I want to go for college and what do I want to do.

This is an EXTREMELY hard dillemma for me, since all I love to do is dance. But really now, I don't think I will be majoring in dance aha. And where do I want to go..? I was hoping UCI, but I really don't even think I'm UC-eligible, due to my mistake of not taking certain A-G classes that are MANDITORY to take if you're planning on going to a UC school. I was also planning on applying to foreign, international universities like Seoul National University and Tokyo University! HAHA. I hope I get in.

Continuing this later, because I'm in class!

Melissa, if you're reading this... GOOD JOB TODAY! SOOOO GOOD! :D

Woot 2nd out of 18 crewz. Hawlaah!

There is nothing so agonizing to the fine skin of vanity as the application of a rough truth...

Hmm... So yesterday wasn't a good of a day as I thought it would be. My friend is mad at me for a reason I don't even know; my grades aren't as good as I want them to be; I can't keep up with my dancing... Whatevs. It normal. :\

But I did session last night at Bryant Park in Riverside. Gahd how it felt to dance as much as I did last night. :) And I made a set for the jam on Saturday! Woot! Ahaha.

I've realized that dancing is my escape... It's my home that I can come to whenever I want to. Whenever I'm down and feeling depressed, I can always just bust out to keep my spirits up, especially if there's no one there for me. BUT I know that there's always going to be someone there for me. And this is for you: Thank you. :)

Wanna read my totes BS-ed persuasive speech?!

DON'T LAUGH....


Napalm and Agent Orange

Ladies and gentlemen, today I am up here to talk to you and every single one of you about how we may be able to end this civil war in the east: Napalm and Agent Orange. Why? It’s because these two matters, or “weapons” as some call them, may be our chance to turn the tide in this war to our favor. Napalm and Agent Orange are highly effective substances we may use to benefit our chances in winning the war in Vietnam… The war in Vietnam… It is 1962 already. How long have we been in this war? How many years have we spent fighting this merciless war that wasn’t even our fight from the start? About, three years already? Do we really want this war to lead our men into bloodshed and living hell?
The Vietnam War is becoming an endless, terrifying, bloody road. Our troops are suffering and dying… And for what? What reason…? What good reason do we have that we should be in Vietnam and get involved with their war? Just for containment? It’s not even our war! How long do we have to work to contain communism? From what you and I can see, it’s becoming never-ending. Your son is out there fighting just to keep his bare legs able to walk. Your brother is shooting for his life to not have his head up on a tree. And your husband is bombing those Vietcong camps, hoping not to kill any civilians even though he knows that he will hurt the innocent. Don’t you think that your son, your brother, or your husband have suffered too much fighting this war that isn’t even ours? The years have dragged on and on, and when do you think it will ever stop? Well folks, I think it’s time we draw our men back and end this madness. Through the use of Napalm and Agent Orange, we can bring ourselves closer to the end of the war.
Now you’re possibly wondering, “What does this have to do with the use of Napalm and Agent Orange in Vietnam?” Well… There are definitely many things that can be done with these two substances. Napalm, as you should know, is essentially a jellied gasoline made of polystyrene, benzene, and gasoline. As for Agent Orange; it can reveal enemy cover and concealment in dense terrain by defoliating trees and shrubbery where the enemy could hide (Lewis). Napalm and Agent Orange are also useful in the warzones. We can use them to clear out some of the jungle area for landing zones, so we can get helicopters to bring in supplies for our men (Pike). Napalm bombs are highly effective in the warzones because the majority of the times, Napalm bombs are dropped from military aircrafts. So basically, that already lessens the need of ground troops.
So please, after my speech, please understand how efficient the use of Napalm and Agent Orange is. Not only will it be useful for the fact that we won’t need to use as much troops on the ground any longer, but it will be more effective and successful in our battles. This is our chance to change the tide in this war and get it over with, and bring our boys home. They’ve suffered long enough for many years; wouldn’t you want to discontinue their grief? I’d say, “Use the Napalm and Agent Orange and get back home!”

WOOT! Don't you LOOOVE life?!

...ultimate sarcasm.

Today was a BAD day.

....

He's leaving. And I totally just found out about it today. Right now. At this moment.


This really sucks.

Lost it.

I just totes lost the inspiration to even try anymore...





























Ok, now it's back. (:

Today was the last day of CST testing for me.. Forever! :D

Blogging from your cellular device is the shit.

That's all I wanted to say...

Just kidding.

So what can I do to help? Nothing. All I'm useful for is listening. I know I've said this in a previous blog, but I swear... I wish I was greater enough to actually do something about it... But all I can do is listen...

Aha!

Totes useless to you, you, and you too.


Fuck this! Let's session...!

...Word.

Totes.

I failed...

"You"

It really sucks to not understand "you', or anything "you" do... And it really makes me want to cry. [EMO -_-]


I'm gonna tell "you" today how I really feel: how I've been feeling about "you" for the past 5 months. Hah. Ain't even a long time...


Just know I've never had the guts to do this before...


BUUUUUT who knows. I might chicken out. (;


HAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHA! -_-

Events YOU should go to!

Funniest thing today... Haha.

[23:10] alexhyoung: i was wlaking to class
[23:11] alexhyoung: and some girl was carrying cupcakes
[23:11] alexhyoung: and we accidently bumped
[23:11] alexhyoung: and her cupcakes fell on her and the floor
[23:11] alexhyoung: so she had frosting all over her shirt and face
[23:11] alexhyoung: and i was like omg im so sorry
[23:11] alexhyoung: and there was still 1 cupcake left in her tray
[23:11] alexhyoung: and we just stared @ each other for a few seconds...and i took the cupcake and ran
[23:11] tokyomoojo: HAHAHAHAHAHAH WTHELL ALEX/?!?!?!
[23:12] tokyomoojo: why would you do that?!
[23:12] tokyomoojo: WTF!
[23:12] alexhyoung: lOl
[23:12] alexhyoung: naw tht didn' thappen
[23:12] alexhyoung: but i thot of it

So this made me laugh... A LOT. Hahahaha. Fucking Alex.



I've decided. Two more days until I'll actually say it. And I promise you... I WILL SAY IT. How embarrassing. -_-

Amazing. That's all I got to say. Today was crazy... Seeing my Kaba family was great. So basically, Kaba's SICK this year. Watch out collegiate teams! :P Hopefully it'll be like this next year when I audition for Kaba. ;D

And as for Kreative... I'm so proud of them. AMAZING job. They're gonna rip it this year. OH GOODNESS I'm so jealous! And the newbies: Good job! Keep it up. Thanks for welcoming an alumni like me. :D

Till later, boggers! :D

So I'm currently in the car - addicted to this Blogspot "texting" thing. I just went to the Tyler Mall with Priscilla and met up with the boys to help them with picking prom outfits. Kinda makes me a lil jealous because I'm not going. Oh well... The jam will make up for it. Oh and I freaking got hit on at the mall... Pretty akward...! >.<

Ok... Now for some corny stuff.

I SWEAR... Almost everything I've seen today reminded me of him. It sucks. I can't help it though. Freaking Harry Potter... Why does he make me feel invisible...? :\ Is five months a long time?

So I'm blogging... On my phone... In class! HOW INTERESTING is that?! I don't know. It's like... Amazing! Ahaha! Idk. Sorry. Ok til later friends!

Testing, testing, 1, 2, 3! Blogging from my phone... Whoop do dee! Ahaha! What the heck?

Posting so many in one day!

I want to be a dope ass bgirl that dances from her heart and the music that plays within... Now. Let's fucking session.


Corny shit.


Word.

Something to give back.

That's all I can do... Just listen. I wish I can do something for the people I love. I don't care about getting anything in return; 'cause I just want to make everything better... But I feel like I can't do anything about it. That... That hurts me the most.

It's hard trying to take over the world;

It's harder trying to save the world...




Happier thoughts is what I'd rather think! But that my friends; that is a challenge. Curse the thought of perplexing challenges!


Today is Friday, April 17th, 2009.

Another day. Another day of what..?
Laughter, happiness, grief, failure? What's going to happen today? ...Who knows?
It'll all be unexpected, right?

I really don't even know where I'm going with this topic. I truely do suck.









I miss everybody. Especially the "pudgy sheep." Jealousy is torture...


What happened?

Just Kidding! New Post... NOW.

Seven months of knowing; five months of feeling...

What does he mean by "NJ here I come..."?

What did you say?

Yeah, I'm done. This is too hard to keep up with!


PEACE.


Maybe another day...

BRAGGING RIGHTS IS TOMORROW!!!

....What the title says. "LAMAFOW!!!"

PS. Come take TM Master Classes!! :D

Announcing the return of

Master Class Fridays!

Going out this Friday? Staying in?

Start your weekend off with some old fashioned exercise, and us, Team Millennia, at our

Master Class Fridays!

Our Friday class is a series of hip hop classes taught by select members of Team Millennia and Team Millennia Juniors. Both Intermediate and Advanced classes are 90 minutes long. Whether you're a novice or a seasoned veteran, our skilled instructors take the time to ensure all our customers have a fun, sweat-filled, memorable class!

Next master class is February 27th,

instructors include Alyssa Palencia & Toybox!!

DON'T MISS OUT!

...OK. I'm gonna write some more crap lataaaaahhh!

Yeah, maybe.

Hahaha so I didn't get kicked out!!! What a surprise! (Sarcasm...) Haha. Well as usual, this always happens...





ANYWHO... This weekend... YEAH... The KM banquet was good, but heart-breaking, knowing that I won't be dancing with the same people again... Oh darn that sounded SO corny! >.<>

Me and Josh decided to bring a dope ass "Frog Cake" as a potluck dish. And guess what it said on the cake...

"Josh and Alyssa you rock." HAHAHA. Dope.

Bahahah! Anyway, Saturday was pretty fun. Went to the Key Club cleanup, then GUPPY'S (yes mudda es), then to the TM Workshops. Don't feel like summarizing how everything went cause I'm lazy. I'll save that for another night.

I had TM Jrs. practice today woooot. Fun, fun. I'm excited for HHI! :D By the way, BRAGGIN' RIGHTS is on Saturday, February 7! Come out and support! :D AND I'M TEACHING A TM MASTER CLASS ON FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 27, 2009!!! CHECK OUT WWW.TMDANCE.ORG FOR MORE INFO. (:

"OoOoOoOoO so duh excited ones!!!!"

HAHA. Ok I'm bored. Bye.

P.S. I miss him. /: (Just to add a little more corniness to this post..)

Yay for bullshiiiit!

I hate how my direct family has such complex minds that are so different, that whenever we speak, it always... somehow always... turns into an arguement...

So basically... it's going to be the end of the year banquet for KM tonight in about an hour or so. I have to make up my mind: go to the banquet and get kicked out of the house? Or not go to the banquet and regret not going and spending my last time with my bestest of friends?

HAH. I think I'm gonna go.



....I hate this.

Intermission Cypher @ Vibe.

Man... I hate how the photographers always take pictures when it's not ME in the circle. Oh well... At least you can see my head right? Well... here's to my famous "big bro" Dumbo... as usual. -______-

Hmm..

So I don't know... I was just thinking of how GAY school is. I can't wait 'til it's over. I was planning to take maybe a year off from college to just dance. I already knocked off a year of college anyway from going to a middle college high school... Yay. How fun. -______-!!!

Anywho, I just realize that I've missed out on so many things these last couple years, especially with school. I've never had a good group of friends that I could just hang out with and trust at school. I'd just always be in my own little world not conforming to join a group of people to hang out with. I'd always just ignore everybody and stick with my dancing friends. But the present has changed. I do have a group of friends at school that are there for me and I love them.

This is pretty random, but I've never even been to a school dance! Ain't that surprising. And I've never had a boyfriend before, either. People say that's good and that I shouldn't care about relationships ("relationSHITS") at the moment, but I do feel like I missed out on a lot of good stuff. I guess boys just don't like me, hahah! Oh well... at least I have dancing. Might as well marry dance right? Hahahah!

So yeah, here's a little easy-going Daft Punk jam for you. I've been listening to this song non-stop for the last couple days. Hahaha.

Oh... Peanut Butter?!

Haha try to find me... I would.

HAHA my poor brother got scared! I miss Vibe. /:

(:

Oh this is just fun! Even though he has that little "fob-ness" in him, he's fuckin' good! Wish someone could sing like this to me... Including that little "parody" he had in thurr... ):

A Little Bit of Word... WORD.

Well... I just totally forgot what I wanted to write. But whatever, I'll just type whatever comes to mind. Hahaha.

Yeah, I just noticed that I eat way too much candy, drink too many energy drinks, and never get any sleep. Random, I know, but it's just something that came up in this fried brain of mine. So last night, I had a three-way conversation with Francis and Alex. Pretty... akward. But it's okay, cause I passed out on them (SURPRISINGLY). I bet they were talking some mad shit on me. HAHA. Nah, I don't know.

Other than this mumbo jumbo and whatever I had planned to say... There's some pretty nasty events coming up that YOU (or whoever) should go to:

TM Monthly Workshops: Saturday, January 31, 2009

Sweet 'N Lowdown Jam: Sunday, February 1, 2009

Kreative Movement '09-'10 Auditions: Workshops, February 1, 2009 & Auditions, February 8, 2009

KABA KOLLECTIVE and TM at VIBE 14!

Kreative Movement @ Vibe XIV Pre-Show




Kaba Modern

Kaba Modern Legacy

Team Millennia

EPIC.

Reminiscing...

Well it's two days after Vibe XIV (aka my last performance with Kreative Movement). It was an unforgettable experience, having the whole Kaba Kollective (Kreative Movement, Kaba Modern, and Kaba Modern Legacy) share the stage once more (Shawn and big bro DJ using my song for the closer.. ;D) and me actually getting into the cypher even though my stomach hurt like a mudda es.. -___-! Now... It's over... /:

I guess it's time for me to "move onto better things", I quote from some people.

It has been hard for me lately, considering the fact that I was apparently on two rival teams' junior teams (make sense?) at once haha, and also the fact that my parents are forcing me to quit bgirling (oh we all know that won't happen). Being on the KM and TM family has made me grow into not only a better dancer, but a more responsible and respectable person. BUT... It has also made me realize that I might not want to do choreo anymore. I want to pursue my life as a freestyler and a bgirl. Well... Who knows. We'll just see what happens in the future.

SO... Back to talking about Vibe. (: Anywho, it was VERY fun. Seeing new and old familiar faces, meeting new people, intermission cyphers (HAHA), and all that good stuff. It was akward seeing one person though. In my mind I was just like: "What theee?! Didn't expect to see his face here!" Hah. Oh well! But yeah, I was pretty happy. (:

If anyone has pictures from Vibe, lemme see 'em! (;